What the pain is
Too much for discussion
Feel like berdy these days
Nigga I need to function
In the twilight of the sunset
Removed from all the fuck shit
On some
Nineties shit
Like fuck it
I choose to love it
Embracing all the ugly
Taking all that god got for me
I swear this life you can't afford it
These sacrifices
These prices I pay
Please don't talk to me
Bout paying to play
I'm playing no games
I struggle through pain
Doubled what I doubled
Then I doubled again
You get the picture
I swear at times
I feel I'm living out new scripture
Cause it's Old habits
Verses the new practices
Only me is matching this
The flow fabulous
Crafted with Hard drink and cannabis
Wolves and savages
You know
The everyday average
Falling forward
Wanting more
Than before
From past goals I score
Time to up the stats again
From circle nights trunks rattling
Blowing lights to catching flights
And landing in
A new day, a new time
Opposite of a fools mind
I'm two times as Ill as before
Peep the pillars abroad
A Chi City God
Create what I want
Had to switch the mind state
And stop creating the war
Trying to bring some light to the world
For my two young boys
And some healing for my soul
Making peace with the lord
Cause life goes on
And I just want to live it right
I pray to God
He take the pain away
And sleepless nights
But until then I'm a take it in stride
Keep grinding like I'm pose to
And bring ideas to life
A true creator slash hustler
When I slap on the price
You know the demo
It's level after level
Til we all get right